On the road again…
Guys… I’m blogging this in now because I’m not sure when I’ll be on again. I’m having some issues at home and one of the effects is going to be the internet. It is getting cut off by this weekend, I’m just not sure exactly when. I can’t get into details… Its life, its problems, issues. Depression and anxiety led me into emotionally stuffing my face tonight. I didn’t want to let anyone get to me but the fact of the matter is that when you are in that direct moment, its a fight or flight situation. Instead of crying or anything I run to the fridge. I cant handle the emotional pain right now. Its all too much for me.
So I’m on a road again. I have two choices and I need to do some serious figuring. Im also being threatened to have a court order to leave my home. I don’t have rights as far as where I live. I’m not sure what my rights are to be honest. I’m scared. Hubby cant take me in right now cause I’m not working and times are way too hard on us.
I ask that you guys keep me in your prayers. I hope this leads me not into self destructive behavior. I hope this leads me not into discouragement. Not into self pity or weakness.
Pray for me.
I love you guys~
My prayers are started this minute. I’m sorry to hear of the situation at home.
Now don’t you ever give up ok? You are such a special loving lady, and you have your whole life ahead of you. Maybe try what I do, when I get depressed or angry, sometimes I will clean, or go eat something healthy. I’m cheering for you.
When you get a chance to get online, please please give us an update. You are SO LOVED.
Big Hugs
Jane
Oh Mel!!!
I wish I could be there to give you a real hug….but if you still have the net I am here and we can talk if you need to! I could always give ya my number too….
I am here for ya and I might be able to help you decide what road to take and help you with your rights too!
I luv ya Girl!!!
Leah♥
oh it ate my comment…
When God takes something from your grasp, He’s not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better.
I am here for you whenever you need me.
Keep your head up and never give up.
1-luv
I’ll be keeping you in my prayers… Hopefully everything will get better soon.
I am SO sorry things aren’t going so well right now. I know you’ll come through this a stronger person though. Take care and be good to your body.
Oh Mel. ((((((((Mel))))))) I am so sorry, I had no idea. Please do not give up. Sure will be praying.
Oh hun you know we will be here for you even if we don’t hear from you. I do pray times get easier for you and you find solutions to these problems you are having. I will miss reading your blogs and hearing from you though so I already can’t wait until it gets straightened out for you.
Stay strong Mel you can do this. And remember this quote “God gave you this life because he knew you would be strong enough to live it.”
OH NO MEL!!!!!! I am so sorry to hear this. I am going to miss you so much! I always know and can bank on having you on at night because most of my east coast and mid west friends are sleeping but Mel is there. You’re like my night time BS buddy!
You can do this. I’m choking as I write this to you.
You will make it now ok!!! LOVE YOU!
:’( oh no
I hope things get better soon, we’ll miss you
(((((MEL))))) So sorry to hear this. Please take care….update us when you can.
Will be thinking of you!
Love ya!