CrAzYlAdY :p

Well… Two days straight. I broke the fall. Thanks for helping to lift my ass back up here on the wagon again, the road ahead looks clear and smooth. No, I haven’t got to the gym yet, for those of you know don’t know the gym is extremely far from where I live, but its the only gym I’ll go to. My personal car is under construction (its a classic 1984 getting worked on). Hubby is the driver at this time and will not let me drive his “show car”. Not that I want to anyway. lulz.

Anyhow, today was an extremely stressful day. Mother is going through her bipolar moments and decided to mess with me first thing this morning. It turned into a screaming match, and then a crying match. Nothing came of it. How badly I wanted to indulge in a soft creamy cheesecake from the pastry shop. How my mouth watered for it. I swore I could taste it on the tip of my tongue. I didn’t though. I kept telling myself…. Find another way, find another way. I sat there, felt the pain, I dealt with it. I cried, I bitched, I threw a talked hubby’s ear off… Then I ate one scoop of spaghetti and a tiny piece of chicken parm for dinner. Mnn was it good!! Yes, yes it was!!!

I’m currently reading “You on a diet”. Its a really good book and I encourage anyone to try and borrow it from a local library. It gives you in detail explanations as to what happens in your body, both physically and emotionally when you eat everything from cake to rice to veggies. I just took it out two days ago and I’m already on page 101. Really good stuff.

Earth day was today.. So I hope you all did your tree hugging, veggie and fruit eating, plant watering and didn’t litter!!! I bought a plant for the first time in my entire life. Her name is Ruby and she is a Gerbera daisy.

This is Ruby and yes I named it. Isnt she/he pretty? lulz

Wishing you all good luck, hope, prosperity and success… Hugs♥