Weekend woes

Well, you would think since it’s the weekend I’d be happy. Well, I have to work on saturday’s… booo! I also don’t think I lost any weight this week, we will see but I doubt it. I didn’t do bad, but I wasn’t on my best behavior either. Sunday is looking really good to me right now. I also had a wonderful feeling pass me by as a shopper complimented me while I was working. I felt good, not gross like I used to. I never used to get attention like I am starting to get. It’s wierd.

Oddly enough, my boyfriend seems to still be attrasted to other women. You see, when I first met him he was never the type to let his eyes wonder… yet lately, for the past year at least, no matter where it is we are… his eyes always have a reason to pop out of his head. Yes, right in front of me. The worst part? He denies it… he says I am just going crazy and have a low self image. Is it normal for a man to be this way? It’s almost as if he could care less that I am seeing him eye ball these random women. It does take a toll on my self esteem… toys with my most inner emotions… hmm…

Well… looking forward to tomorrow’s end of the day… Saturdays are always rough on me.

Sunday is weigh in… pray that I am at least .5 lbs closer…. pray!!! lol

Thanks guys… :(

1 Comment so far

  1. WonderWoman @ August 2nd, 2008

    Your boyfriend isn’t the only one that does it but it doesn’t make it right either. Some take a quick look and look away, some don’t look at all, some look and make sure you see it. When my husband and I were dating he used to do that alot in the beginning. I finally had to say “I know you look at other women but out of all the hours in a day do you think you could stop when you are with me?” And that pretty muched worked. Not to mention I started looking too and that hurt his ego. But here’s the thing, if you are right and he is looking and you get mad then you show your weakness to him and now he knows how to get to you. He knows that looking at other women makes you jealous. I say quit showing it bugs you and maybe he’ll stop. Or at least it will show he didn’t get the best of you either. Good luck with your weigh in girl!

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