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when from the minute you wake up until your head hit’s the pillow… It seem’s as though you are not welcome. Nothing goes right. Well, that was today. I got up so late, I was threatened to be fired. At work I got into at least 3 arguements with coworkers. When I got home, my mother post’s a note on my door explaining to me that she need’s money! Here I am, 21, I buy my own food, pay my own cell phone bill, take care of myself completely. All I ask is that she help’s me by putting a roof over my head in the mean time(until I at least get a degree), and with the 15 dollars left in my wallet after payment’s and bill’s every week, she wants that too. What the hell?

Now that I got that off of my chest… Today, I did eat chinese take out. This was at 6pm. It is now 11:30 and I am still feeling the food in my stomach. Eww. Tomorrow I am making turkey tacos… mmm. Delicious!

So stressed out and I’m sorry for blogging about personal issues, but this is like my journal. So, in a sense it is what help’s me. If I wasn’t letting it out on bs right now, I’d be digging up junk food to emotionaly sabotage myself. So, yes… this is somewhat related to my weightloss…lol.

Anyway’s… I hope thing’s just pass over. I was just starting to get motivated… wanting to get back into school… trying to do thing’s on my own… Most people my age have help. Their parent’s usually pay for everything… not me. Oh well right? Thats life… I guess we all have to play hard with the cards that we are delt.

Well guys, like I said I’m sorry to take up blog space with this nonsense… just me venting and trying to stay away from the munchies…

Good luck to you all… Tomorrow I weigh in! I’m not expecting a huge loss but anything will do, I did eat chinese today…